Hey well. I miss you my second favorite friend (sorry Enk will always hold first place ykyk).
They still miss you terribly, I've done my best to make them stop writing here but here I am now (writing here). I've already said my goodbyes and I might not show it but I'm hurt and grieving inside. I'll change Enk's password so they'll stop using this as a diary (like you predicted and wished for me to do when you weren't delirious). At first that request shocked me, you, who finally found so much happiness with them wished for me, your friend, to cut off something that'll make them remember you? You're cruel but now that you're gone, I've realised that maybe you weren't the only one that made your relationship as a lifeline. Somehow, I've realised that you two were indeed perfect for each other. It wasn't only you who bathed in their boundless kindness but they showered in your affections, too.
I realised that you two were broken people but together you two were unstoppable. Two broken pieces that meshed together to become whole. Heh.
Honestly, it's breaking Enk and I guess you know them better than I do. I'll respect your wishes. Enk's starting to smile brightly too...I think? Well, belated hbd Wednesday child. I always find it funny inside how you, who were born in midday had grown up to love the dark but I'm glad you found Enk before everything turned to sht. I comfort myself thinking that the world wasn't ready for you so it had to relocate you to a world better suited for someone as kind as you are.
You are never a burden and I'm always happy whenever I recall how you introduced me as the sibling you have with a different mom (honestly I see you that way too). I'm rambling and well no need to put too many things here, I've already said enough during your farewells.
May we hopefully meet again someday (and yes I'm spending time with aunt and uncle too for you).
