This cursor keeps blinking and im sitting here trying to think of the person i am, but in reality i dont really know. i can say this. im sweet and kind, i treat people, even those i dont not like, the way i would like to be treated. i live by the philosophy that life is beautiful and even if you dont think so, there is always someone out there who loves you. And you never really know who people truly are because we are spending our lives to figure out who we are and the legacy we want to leave behind. I try not to judge. and live in peace. i cause myself more stress than need be. im a helper. its in my genes. i love chemistry. and learning about the human life and body and form. how precious each moment is. and all the small things are what make everything worth while. i will graduate next year. its freaking me the hell out. But we have to grow up at some point , right? *sigh* And that cursor keeps blinking. There are things in my mind that i dont exactly know how to put into words. like they are so beautiful but to me because they are like moments in my day that make my heart swell and believe in the power of love. i think im kind of a hippie. but i love being philosophical and writing. even if sometimes it sounds stupid in words. to me its amazing. and thats all we as human beings have that make us not animals. emotion and belief and last but not least words. and the power to change people with our words. and that in itself is me. and possibly the most beautiful thing ive thought of.