bottledcosmos

may the love odysseus and penelope had in epic: the musical find me

bottledcosmos

it’s insane to me how grief, a feeling, has changed me, how it’s forced me to rebuild myself and so much of my life all while walking around like there’s a black hole in my chest. i’ve had to cut off family members for my own sake, especially his father, my brother. i stopped writing as much and doing things i used to love doing. i just feel like im on autopilot all the time and the plane is going down. i said a long time ago that i feel like this ache in me would last forever without him and i know that was right. i will never again be able to speak or even think about my nephew again without tearing up. i’ll never be the same

bottledcosmos

@dragongrl16 @mikealsonwolf thank you both ❤️
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dragongrl16

Grief of a loved one is so hard and painful. I’m sorry its been hard. It takes a while living without them to become a new normal. Take it one day at a time. I’ve found that having a hard cry and remembering the good times makes me feel better on a bad day. Be kind to yourself, and let yourself feel the grief instead of pushing it down. I hope that you feel better, and that you rediscover joy in the things you enjoy.
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mikealsonwolf

@bottledcosmos I’m so sorry your going through that
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bottledcosmos

9-1-1 BUDDIE STANS HOW’RE WE FEELING

moonswp

LIKE I GOT STABBED. I THINK BUCK FIANLLY HAD HIS "OH. OH.." MOMENT THOUGH
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bottledcosmos

@-stellaric I WANT IT TO BE
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bottledcosmos

@quiixwii I KNOW ME TOO!!!!!
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bottledcosmos

this fight is more boring than the biden vs trump debate

trinavegga

it was so bad
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bottledcosmos

@quiixwii i was telling my friend “i know i don’t know a lot about sports but is boxing just….. STARING AT EACH OTHER?”
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quiixwii

I literally dozed off. Then I woke up with 30 secs left of the fight and I kid you not, I said “oh this is some bs” LIKE WTF WAS THAT!!!!
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