bottomlands

working on my peter parker fic .. anyone want a tag? <33

bottomlands

having to be babysat at work by my boss because she wants to see me working, as if she never sees me working.
          
          all because corporate complained that i wasn’t doing my receiving job.
          
          and that’s because my other coworker has had four-five day vacations this whole month, meaning i’ve been covering for her those days, plus get my own days off.
          
          this company is such a shitshow. if they’d stop being such a cheap company, and pay their employees and stores to get more employees, we wouldn’t be in this mess. and if they’d let me be full-time receiving instead of just when i can, i wouldn’t be falling behind on my duties.

bottomlands

my coworker’s been getting vacations every week, and making my boss move my schedule around for her convenience, which throws off my entire plans of receiving anything.
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bottomlands

friend jealousy is such a toxic disease.
          
          like, how are you going to project your jealousy onto me and try to make me jealous of you? girl. i could care less about you
          
          like, i’m sorry my husband proposed to me a year into our relationship while you’ve been with you boyfriend / baby daddy of two for six years and he still hasn’t proposed to you, even though you know y’all have the rings already. (it all started with my engagement, to be honest.)
          
          but, trying to rub your pregnancy / newborn / kids in my face to make me jealous just because i had a miscarriage isn’t going to work.
          
          yes, i wish my pregnancy ended differently. i wish i had my baby in my arms. i wish i didn’t have to worry about any future pregnancies.
          
          but, i’m happy for you.
          i just don’t want you with me at my table.
          
          life is so difficult and stressful as it is. i don’t need the added stress of fake friendships and two-faced people ruining the goodness in my life.
          
          and, respectfully, you don’t deserve to know anything about me anymore. i proudly took the trash out.

bottomlands

how is this company going to write me up for being to work too early but not write up a new employee for not showing up for work at all.
          
          he’s had ten days off straight, and out of those ten days, he was scheduled for four days, the fourth being today.
          
          and i called him almost an hour ago and he is still not here. mind you, he lives in the same town as me and my husband and we get here within twenty minutes.
          
          i’m so sick and tired of this company being so toxic. ugh.

bottomlands

i’ve been having the worst day ever.
          and i’m not sure if it’s me being overly dramatic or aunt flo signaling her arrival soon.
          either way, my headache is insane and my heartbreak is horrendous.
          i just want to curl up in a blanket and sob my heart out.
          i’m exhausted. physically, emotionally, and mentally.

anakinluvss

@bottomlands / I hope you feel better soon! I also hope you know that those negative thoughts do not define you, your such a light! sorry you had a bad day I hope tomorrow treats you better im here if you wanna talk beautiful! 
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bottomlands

so much for being happy to celebrate my two year employment anniversary today .. this is why i never celebrate things about myself anymore. :/
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