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One year ago, I didn’t sit down with a master plan to become an author. I wasn’t dreaming of fame, perfection, or a polished writing journey. I was just living a normal evening standing in the kitchen, cooking palak paneer  when a random thought crossed my mind: what if I start writing a book? No overthinking. No preparation. No fear. I just listened to that impulsive voice and opened a blank page. That’s how Her Destiny was born... not from strategy, but from instinct, emotion, and a heart that needed somewhere to pour itself.
          	Since then, writing has become more than just storytelling. It became my escape when life felt too loud. My safe place when reality felt overwhelming. My therapy when emotions piled up. On days I couldn’t explain what I was feeling, I wrote. On days I wanted to disappear, I built worlds instead. I turned chaos into chapters, pain into plots, restlessness into characters, and healing into stories.
          	This year wasn’t aesthetic or perfect. It was messy. Full of self-doubt, disappearing, rewriting, overthinking, crying over scenes, questioning my worth, and still choosing to continue. There were moments I wanted to quit. Moments I felt like I wasn’t good enough. But somehow, I kept going because writing stopped being a hobby and became a part of my survival.
          	And to everyone who read my work, supported my stories, waited for updates, sent kind words, or silently stayed... thank you♡
          	
          	You didn’t just read my books. You witnessed my growth, my vulnerability, my becoming. You gave meaning to my words when I doubted them. You made this journey feel real when I felt lost.
          	This is not just a one-year anniversary.
          	This is the celebration of courage.
          	Of impulsive beginnings.
          	Of not giving up.
          	Of choosing stories over silence.
          	And for those who’ve been wondering who’s behind these words…here I am, stepping out from behind the pages.
          	Your author~ Antriksha

bougainvilleastories

One year ago, I didn’t sit down with a master plan to become an author. I wasn’t dreaming of fame, perfection, or a polished writing journey. I was just living a normal evening standing in the kitchen, cooking palak paneer  when a random thought crossed my mind: what if I start writing a book? No overthinking. No preparation. No fear. I just listened to that impulsive voice and opened a blank page. That’s how Her Destiny was born... not from strategy, but from instinct, emotion, and a heart that needed somewhere to pour itself.
          Since then, writing has become more than just storytelling. It became my escape when life felt too loud. My safe place when reality felt overwhelming. My therapy when emotions piled up. On days I couldn’t explain what I was feeling, I wrote. On days I wanted to disappear, I built worlds instead. I turned chaos into chapters, pain into plots, restlessness into characters, and healing into stories.
          This year wasn’t aesthetic or perfect. It was messy. Full of self-doubt, disappearing, rewriting, overthinking, crying over scenes, questioning my worth, and still choosing to continue. There were moments I wanted to quit. Moments I felt like I wasn’t good enough. But somehow, I kept going because writing stopped being a hobby and became a part of my survival.
          And to everyone who read my work, supported my stories, waited for updates, sent kind words, or silently stayed... thank you♡
          
          You didn’t just read my books. You witnessed my growth, my vulnerability, my becoming. You gave meaning to my words when I doubted them. You made this journey feel real when I felt lost.
          This is not just a one-year anniversary.
          This is the celebration of courage.
          Of impulsive beginnings.
          Of not giving up.
          Of choosing stories over silence.
          And for those who’ve been wondering who’s behind these words…here I am, stepping out from behind the pages.
          Your author~ Antriksha

bougainvilleastories

ang mensaheng ito ay maaaring nakaksakit
I won’t fake excitement for the new year.
          I’m not excited. Turning 20 is scaring the shit out of me, and 2025 already took enough from me to act like I’m walking into 2026 all healed and hopeful.
          But here’s the truth..I’m still showing up.
          Not because I have it figured out, but because I refuse to sit back and let fear run my life again.
          This year isn’t about soft girl aesthetics or “trust the process” quotes.
          It’s about discipline. Consistency. Writing even when I’m tired, scared, or doubting myself.
          It’s about turning everything 2025 put me through into stories that hurt, heal, and stay with you.
          So yeah...Happy New Year, my babies.
          I’m not in my gentle era. I’m in my villain one (created by lessons I didn’t ask for but learned anyway).
          And the book plots coming this year?
          Dark. Messy. Brutal. And absolutely worth it. 
          Stay with me. We’re making 2026 unforgettable.

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Guess Who’s Back? ✨
          (Yes, it’s me. No, this isn’t a hallucination.)
          
          So… after being missing for way too long, I finally have news:
          I’m officially coming back.
          
          Life got busy, messy and honestly a bit overwhelming, but writing has always been home and I miss it more than I expected.
          
          Here’s the plan:
          I have a small break before my finals and I’ll be using it to write, edit and get everything ready.
          Once finals start, the updates will roll in daily (or as close as humanly possible ).
          
          My goal?
          To finish Her Destiny before this year ends  and I’m committed to it.
          
          If you’ve stayed all this time thank you.
          If you’re reading this now  I appreciate you.
          And if you’re excited  just know, I’m twice as excited to finally share what’s coming.
          
          See you soon with chapters.♡