bowtieossy

I
          	I'm in my sophomore year of high school
          	someone shoot me to the ground, i was not this suicidal last year
          	anyways 
          	uh
          	yeah

Itz_crystalplayz_

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@bowtieossy same girlie.  But please don't talk about harming. I know it's probably pathetic to hear a person incessantly spit out some boring comfort lines to you about "Don't do it" , "Be positive", or "It'll heal soon". That's bullshit-I get it-but I guess one thing which I believe we can-actually you can do is to kinda like start to not give a fuck about others. Yep that is the only policy I am following these days and it is helping seriously.
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bowtieossy

I
          I'm in my sophomore year of high school
          someone shoot me to the ground, i was not this suicidal last year
          anyways 
          uh
          yeah

Itz_crystalplayz_

this message may be offensive 
@bowtieossy same girlie.  But please don't talk about harming. I know it's probably pathetic to hear a person incessantly spit out some boring comfort lines to you about "Don't do it" , "Be positive", or "It'll heal soon". That's bullshit-I get it-but I guess one thing which I believe we can-actually you can do is to kinda like start to not give a fuck about others. Yep that is the only policy I am following these days and it is helping seriously.
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bowtieossy

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I have matured now..
          And I realize how actually FUCKED UP I was as a 6th grader and unhinged in 7th. I was rude and disrespectful towards friends secrets and always pushing what I want. I ended up thinking how everyon was rude and always against me, yet I was against THEM. I have grown as a person and friend and now hold two best friends I have had for years and I appriciate their company during difficult times. I genuinely want to apologize to friends I use to have, but it's best leaving it alone. It's been years, and a sorry doesn't change anything. All I can do is move on and continue running towards a better version of myself

Itz_crystalplayz_

@bowtieossy It's okiee
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bowtieossy

@Itz_crystalplayz_  thanks for the understanding, I was a HORRIBLE human being like lord........
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Itz_crystalplayz_

@bowtieossy Aww! It's alright girl. It has happened to me too.
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Itz_crystalplayz_

Hi uhh past account. I just wished you Happy Friendship Day yesterday but then I read your message and soo sorry for not messaging you there. How are you doing btw?

Itz_crystalplayz_

Woah-first of all-that's so good! And second-it's alright!
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bowtieossy

@Itz_crystalplayz_  thanks twin  Im lowkey dying because i have about 7 assignments due, I am in band, soccer and a bunch of others things and the only break I get is HomE
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Itz_crystalplayz_

Please don't blame yourself. Not everyone is very free in their lives. I am highschool student, so I am an idiot chilling right now, buried just in exams and assignments. But maybe-you're handling pressures that I can never hold. Please do not feel bad. ❤️
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