It is a bit stressful that you have to continue even when you are in your worst condition with sadness, exhaustion, losses and disappointments, because the world does not stop and there is nothing that will give you excuses or wait for you.
•• My problem has always been that I don't get used to it.. I am surprised at every disappointment, and I grieve for every calamity every time as if it were the first. My consolation to myself was that “you will grow up and you will get used to it, and the intensity of things will become a little lighter.” As I grew older, I found that I was more sensitive and fragile than before, and what was happening affected me, and I am older than what happened previously - despite its recurrence. At every disappointment, the intensity of things doubled, as if they were passing me by for the first time!
All I want is to recover from what the difficult days left in my soul, for the traces of those deep wounds from within me to end, to forget what made me cry and overcome all this extinguishing that happened to me, to light up again with another passion and with a healthy heart.
For a long time, I feel like a stranger to myself, I don't feel like this is me, I feel like I've turned into another person
“It is bad that after you have overcome most things, you still have a moment of the past immortalized inside you.. that makes you feel that all that transgression was nothing.”
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