Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?
When you give an inch, will they take a mile?
Longing for the past but dreading the future.
If not being used, well then you're a user. 
And a loser.
World reknowned failure at both death and life.
Given nothingness, purgatory blight.
To run and hide: A cowardly procedure.
Options exhausted, except for anesthesia 
Anesthesia.