braeton123

Hey guys! I know I haven’t update in a while and I apologize but a lot has been going on.  I needed a mental break,  no phone no social media. I’m not telling anyone this for attention but I feel like you all deserve to know what’s been going on and I hope that by reading this if your ever struggling you can get the help you need. 
          	My best friend came over to my house a few months ago for one of our weekly sleepovers. Everything was going good. We watched movies, ordered pizza and wings, sang karaoke, took selfies on Snapchat and went to bed. During the night she woke up and committed suicide in my bathroom. To this day I still don’t know why she did it but It really messed with me. I’m not saying I was depressed but I probably was. My parents ended up moving us into a new house, new school basically a new life. 
          	During all of this my now ex boyfriend cheated on me because I wasn’t paying enough attention to him. Like what?
          	So please forgive me for this gap, but I promise I’m gonna sit down and update this hopefully this weekend! 
          	And please if you ever have thoughts on hurting yourself please talk to your friends, family or call the suicide hotline. It may be an escape for you but your friends and family will have pain when your gone.
          	I love you all so much and again I apologize but I’m back!

-buttonflies

@braeton123 oh my god
          	  Oh my god im so so so sorry
          	  take all the time in the world
          	  Im so sorry
          	  I don't know what to say
          	  She sounds like she was a really fun girl to hang around with. I hope your doing better. He didn't deserve a talented, beautiful and strong girl like you. We all love you and your writing as it is FANTASTIC. And is definitely is not attention seeking. It's good to let these things out. I still remember when you said your brother had passed away in a chapter. I guess the kindest people have the toughest lives. I genuinely hope you are doing well and better: physicaly and mentally
          	  Always pm me if you need to talk xx
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-SELFSMILECLUB

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hi love, we heard what happened :( i know it may be hard at the moment, especially going through something shitty like this. but I guarantee your bestfriend is looking over you right now, smiling and thinking how lucky she was to have you as her bestfriend. she will always be in your heart and memory. im sorry for your loss :( as for your bf, he’s a piece of shit for that, he never deserved you. keep ur crown up, you queen. he will forever regretting doing what he did. you can pm us whenever bb. we love u <3333

CL4RIO

hi i'm so sorry for your loss, and i want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me i don't mind talking for how ever long you need it and everyone on wattpad is here for you! <33

uwuanns

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sweetie, im so sorry for what you had to go through. nobody deserves to go thru shit like that and it will all get better i promise. your bestfriend is in a better place now and im sure she is looking down at you and is proud that u have made it till where you are now. as for u ex, yeet him. you deserve so so so much better and i hope you realise how important you are to your family and friends. if you ever need anything, you can always pm me and ill be here to listen to you. stay strong bb, i love u <3