A plant of mine died today, leaving me sore and lamenting. I am not a fan of it. But, I did cry. I cried profusely throughout the morning and smoked a cigarette after a couple of days of wanting better for myself. I think I overwatered her, her leaves were welted, and the soil was sopping wet. I didn’t want to let her be without. I poured too much of myself into this plant. I will not be getting another one again.