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Hey, thank you for louring my book in your book list appreciate it x
25 today :-)
two questions: Were they x readers? And, do you really like this guy?
Oh my freaking God I'm so happy with this guy and he makes me feel so happy and so over the freaking moon..I'm head of heels tripping up over this guy and he knows it too like he is such a sweetheart and a charmer and he always always knows exactly what to say and he's everything I could have ever asked for in a guy and so much more...like how did I get a guy like him to notice me.....like I got Cupid or somebody to thank for that.....and like I draw him things sometimes just random stuff and sometimes stuff he requests and like I don't normally draw stuff for other people except like for birthdays and stuff like that...and I've never drawn anything for anybody on request...because I'm shy and self conscious about my art and if anybody else asked I'd probably polity decline...like it's not exactly my comfort zone...but when he asks i don't feel uncomfortable i feel like I have nothing to worry about and he always has great things to say about my art...he doesn't put me down or say I suck or only tell me what he doesn't like about my art and not tell me anything good (unlike some one I know) he is always so positive and heck he even likes my singing voice which is something else I'm shy about...and he is just so perfect and I am just so lucky to have him.
I hope so too...he keeps telling me that he wants a girl to settle down with...he's 20....gonna be 21 later this month...I'll be 25....it's not often you find a guy that young who is looking to settle down...it a guy that doesn't want to go farther than kissing because he wants to wait till marriage....I find that really admirable <3....I hope him telling me he is looking to settle down is a good sign ^_^
I gotta get something of my chest..cause I'm stressed and I feel nauseous and like my stomach is in knots all the time from aforementioned stress..and here's why..My Dad controls everything in the house...we can't have a social life because according to him friends can't be trusted and family is all you need. He gets all bitchy with my mom if she spends even a small amount of money without his permission and will complain about finances..but it ok for him to buy what's on the shopping list as well as a bunch of crap we don't even need..he pressures my sister to be the best in school and even that's not good enough..like she can't even get a low A or he'll bitch...and it has caused her serious anxiety and makes her think everything she does isn't good enough which is probably why there are times she treats me the way she does..like nothing i do is good enough..after all the Apple doesn't fall far from the tree and she's grown up with him treating her like that so she thinks it's ok to treat others that way and doesn't see the issue...hell me, my mom and my sister can't even get our hair cut..we have to have long hair because according to him women are ugly with short hair...my mom has horrible migraines that probably wouldn't be as bad or as frequent if her hair was shorter..but she won't say anything because she knows it won't help..and god forbid any of us disagree with him and he finds out..like his exact comment to that is "well you're entitled to your opinion...even if you're wrong"....like that is soo freaking petty and that's only if he doesn't lose his temper and starts pitching a fit....sorry for the long rant..I just...he just pisses me off so much..and I can't say anything because all hell breaks loose when anyone tries.
Oh ma god...I leave for like a hour and Wattpad evolves....*sniff* they grow up so fast
I have a very serious question for y'all..and I DON'T want to see any what is love meme links in the comments..so yeah..how does one know when their in love?..I'm asking cause there's this person..I'm not gonna say their name but they are a family friend and recently when my mom, sis and I went to visit my grandma last month for a family matter..I dumped into them while they were over at my granny's helping with yard work..we used to hang out as kids and back then we were just good friends and hell at first when we kinda bumped into each other i didn't even recognize them..they looked so different but once I did it was like no time had passed from when we were kids we immediately clicked..started joking and just getting along great.and my sis noticed how I acted around them..instead of being all shy and awkward..I was outgoing..she said that it was obvious to her that i liked them..I denied it..but I felt so elated and happy around them....I felt like my stomach was in knots and like I was gonna be sick but not in a bad way..I felt like I was walking on air whenever I got them to smile or laugh at my jokes..and even now when it's been weeks since we went back home..weeks since I've seen them i find myself thinking about them almost all the time..whenever my sister teases me about it...my face gets all hot and I get all flustered and trip over my words...some nights as I'm trying to sleep I find my mind drifting to thoughts about them and I feel as tho my heart is either skipping beats or going to burst from my chest....we're actually friends on facebook...and even getting a simple hello from them just makes my day...I even told them my sister and I as well as maybe my mom might stay in ocala for a bit and they said they would love to hang out with me..and I know they probably just mean as friends...but still even being friend zoned would be fine because at least I still get to be around them..it also probably doesn't help they have blue eyes and an accent..
UPDATE...ok was talking to this guy via FB messenger....asked him what his fav animal is (it's a dog by the way) cause I've got some clay and I wanted to try making something with it but I didn't have any ideas...and after he told me....he CALLED ME via messenger....and I freaked...I didn't pick up and said I couldn't call him back right now....which wasn't a lie because my dad was awake and he hates any form of social media.....but I did tell Cody that I would call him back sometime tomorrow morning before one pm and after ten am (cause my dad sleeps from four in the morning to one in the afternoon)...and he was cool with it..also I remembered after wards that every Thursday my dad takes my grandfather (his dad) to a sailing singles club and he's gone from about five pm-ish/six pm-ish to eight pm because he usually picks up anything we need from the store as well....oh my God I can't wait for tomorrow morning....also that song helpless from hamilton...pretty much describes how I feel about this guy
Yeah you're right...except he lives in ocala....I live in fort Lauderdale...there is a four to five hour distance between us......and I only go to Ocala if my grandma has my sis and me stay with her for two weeks during summer, sometimes we only stay one week and if we do stay for two we usually only stay in ocala during the first week....but I have a plan...my grandma has a Facebook so I'm gonna talk to her and see if it's possible for us to stay in ocala this summer even if it's only for a small amount of time...and I'm going to continue to talk to him via Facebook messenger so if I do get to see him I'll hopefully have the confidence to say something...after all we usually stay with my grandmother in June or July soooo I've got plenty of time to build up my courage and tell him how he makes me feel....but omg why of all the guys I have to fall head over heels for did have to be someone that lives so far and who I rarely see T^T
@bratchic just ask and tell him what your thinking and if he does not see you that way then apologize for the incovince. I'd say try over the internet but it's up to you baby
You know I've been wondering....in the elm street movies...what would happen if some of freddy's victims brought him out of the dream world and then some how forced him to take some hypnocil?..like would it work on him?...as in if they sent him back to the dream world after the medicine kicked in would he be prevented from entering their dreams..does it work both ways?!?!
Can I just like vent...I have autism and when my brother and I were younger he used to guilt trip me into anything for him weather that was lending him my headphones when I new i either wouldn't get them back or I would and they'd be broken or just straight up lying for him..my parents say that he was bullying me...now my sister who is younger then me(15) and acts like she's older then she is is always making me feel like crap...like nothing i do is good enough..like I try to do something nice for her or she asks me to do something and no matter what I do it's never good enough..whatever it is she has to redo because it's not up to her high as mighty standards and she always talks to me with a stuck up attitude like I'm beneath her and GOD FORBIDE i say anything or ask our parents to correct her because nine times out of ten they only listen to her side and even when they do listen to me our dad will always take her side no matter the circumstance because I'm older which for some reason always means I'm wrong and my mom picks and chooses her battles which usually means she keeps quiet and never says anything...so how is the way my younger sister treats me any better then how my younger brother used to treat me?
Yeah...hey you know what's funny..my dad hates fan fiction sites and YouTube and forbids my sister and I from going to them but my mom let's us because autistic or not I' m 24 years old and my mom nows writing and reading fanfics make me happy, watching videos or listening to music on YouTube makes me happy...and there my escape on here or on quotev i can put myself in these stories and just for a little while escape, on YouTube i can relate to YouTubers or have a good laugh at their funny life experiences or just engulf my self in music, sing and dance along and for a little while just forget the world around me...it use to be books but eventually that wasn't enough..plus here I can open up to people like you..I can tell a complete stranger someone I'll probably never have the pleasure of meeting...and be completely my self without feeling like I'm being judged or bothering anyone..because it's so easy to talk to someone through a screen rather then face to face, it's easier to relate and understand another person when I'm not face to face with them worrying about weather I'm making enough eye contact or if my body language is okay or if I'm talking to much or to loud or not loud enough...so it's just funny my dad hates the two things he thinks I don't go to but my mom let's me anyway...hates the two things that make me at least for a little while feel free...hates the two things that keep me from probably going farther in to my depression like I once was...and hates the stories and the people that really are my light in my less then perfect life because he things YouTube and fan fiction is a waste of time and that people should be doing more constructive activities in their lives
@bratchic its just whats right. Your a human as well just more special. You need more love not all this hate over something you cant control.
I swear there needs to be more sweet tooth the clown x reader stories
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