brewingstand

brewingstand

♯.     looking back on previous messages it kinda hurts me to delete them. i remember how i felt at every single one and i’ve grown so much by then. the feeling whenever there were people who interacted with me despite being a bit overwhelming, brought so much joy to me. though, the reason why i deleted them is still unknown to me, but it felt like closure to a part of myself that is in this app. it also reminded me of the struggles and accomplishments of my identity finding journey. i’m not leaving, at least either until wattpad or i die out, but i am starting a new chapter. it sounds so cringey because it’s on a fanfiction app but like :sob: i grew up with it.
          
          
          
          ❝.   —  where’d all the time go? it’s starting to fly.