briannanly

hey again there's a few things you should know i live in a cave over the hill and around the bush nah not really but i don't like reading i don't know what it is doesn't matter what book it is  just doesn't get me interested enough u should also know I'm not a good writer so im just winging it ha ha its summer and I'm scared b/c last summer it was hard i lost friends i wanted to kill myself and didn't know what was real and i was confused but its totally different now the way i look at life every way i move i have an understanding on the world but sometimes i feel like im going to lose it i can see it now everywhere i look there's new things this summer is going to be awesome and like no other summer i wanna run away and never come back id take a few people though

hi my name is brianna and i guess i just had to get some stuff out so i thought i could type it here so please no hatting here it goes i think im in love with you but every time im around you i get so relaxed and forget what i was going to tell you i feel so at ease when im around you i think if i told you how i felt really you would freak out but i tell you i love you so i dont really know what im trying to tell you maybe i want something more or maybe i should stop looking and enjoy the ride because its a really fun ride and im happy again when i met you i new i would like you even now i can completely remember how we met every thing down to the clothes we were wearing to the weather at the time and who was around us even tho it felt like it was just me and you i dont know really how you feel maybe ill tell you about this one day but right now im just going to enjoy you and see how it goes b/c i really love you a whole bunch i miss you to but ill see you soon it all ready feels like im there with you ok so i dont like to believe im romantic and have deep feeling because i really dont ive built a wall up and you have broke into it and making me feel more happy and confident but im afraid if i get to happy ill get discouraged and lose you i dont wanna lose you ive been broken enough i dont know if i can handle more or if i could live forever and ever i will love you even if we are friends