writerariixxx

can yall bully me into writing

Today a speech contest happened and I was super nervous and soloing. My hands were sweating, eyes glancing around, heart pouding and I couln't reach my time limit because i talked too quickly. I got 39, 39.35, 39 out of 60. But then my ex-situationship (i guess) and his bestfriend won third place.
          
          
          
          Watching them up there made my heart fill with bitterness and frusteration that I wanted to cry. But I held it back, like always. I think I'm not enough, I'll never be enough.

GUYSSS IM SORRY I HAVENT NOTICED THIS BUT....
          
          
          
          thank you sm for 20 followers!! You guys don't know how big this is for me. It's basically a huge win of my life. Thank you so much for reading, voting, adding my book to your library it means so much to me for these small clicks. 
          
          
          I will continue to write!

I SWEAR GUYS I WILL UPDATE LIMERENCE AND ORPHIC JUST GIVE ME TIME

slay day 37

@sonacholy is sure devoted <3 like dang girl, u got patience and persistence

slay day 36

slay day 34, 35

slay day 32, 33

GUESS WHOS BACK FROM EXAMSSS