brightwing40

can yall bully me into writing

sonacholy

@brightwing40 no need for bullying !! u can do it whenever u feel like and whenever u have fully rested !!
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brightwing40

Today a speech contest happened and I was super nervous and soloing. My hands were sweating, eyes glancing around, heart pouding and I couln't reach my time limit because i talked too quickly. I got 39, 39.35, 39 out of 60. But then my ex-situationship (i guess) and his bestfriend won third place.
          
          
          
          Watching them up there made my heart fill with bitterness and frusteration that I wanted to cry. But I held it back, like always. I think I'm not enough, I'll never be enough.

sonacholy

@brightwing40 nono honey im so so sorryyyyy i wasnt there for u at this tims =(( u are NOT not enough. quite the opposite !! u are very much full of words and beauty and i lov u !! so much !! u did what u could.. and stage anxiety is not something chess expert to deal with.. if it was me i wouldve cried mid-speech =(( <33 it is okey dear.. let them win !! let them live their life.. ure beautiful in ure own sweet little ways !! ure so brave for it, and uknow ? schools are BAD at judging. VERY VERY bad. they all expect u to perform in this way and that way and blablablabla.. please dont blame urself honey ure so much better than that and u deserve very nice chocolates for this !! =)) <33 *big spoons u*
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brightwing40

GUYSSS IM SORRY I HAVENT NOTICED THIS BUT....
          
          
          
          thank you sm for 20 followers!! You guys don't know how big this is for me. It's basically a huge win of my life. Thank you so much for reading, voting, adding my book to your library it means so much to me for these small clicks. 
          
          
          I will continue to write!

disakiwi

@brightwing40 congrats!
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