R.I.P. to the most amazing person. i wrote this for u before, when things were bad.
Tears
I have never cried about something,
And it actually be because of someone.
Is wasnt just a few tears, no,
It was full on sobbing.
I didnt know how to express my emotions so i cried them out.
I was frustrated,
i was angry,
i was concerned
and it all went out into one long sob of what felt like endless tears.
All the other times ive cried it was because i didnt really understand what i was crying about,
I just did it in hopes of getting what i want,
But we all knew that that trick wouldnt work.
I have never cried about something,
And it actually be meaningful
The words spoken were so vulgar and aggressive,
And they hit me harder than a brick
I was shocked
I was overwhelmed
I was anxious
Mostly cause i cant stand the thought of you being hurt
I cant stand the thought of lying and stubbornness,
The same stubbornness that tore you apart from the start
I have never cried so hard in my life because of another humanbeing
The only other time i cried like that was when my parents yelled at eachother,
Their endless tounge battles resulting in fist battles.
The only other time i cried like that
Was when i realized there was something wrong with my head
I never thought straight and it scared me,
So i hid and cried and cried
Into the once endless night,
But even though i cried
I woke up to the light
So you see, tears mean everything.
They start u in the world, and they'll take u to ur grave.
So lets those people that scream at u to give up, do their worst
But smile with me, smile with those tears of joy,
Like u know something they dont
~~~i love u abby. u were amazing and u will always be in my heart. ~~~
