Brianna

Update: I found her. 

I'm having a crisis. I used to read this story called "To Find Him" and I was halfway done with it and it's not in my library anymore and I'm terrified the writer took it off but I don't know her username! I know it starts with a b and it sounds like bourgerouise or something but I can't find her! So if you know who I'm talking about,  please please PLEASE comment her name. Thank you.