Really missing his presence, his voice, his words,the way he uses them, his eyes and how even if his words say one thing his eyes would tell me everything, I miss how warm I felt when hed smile at me, or laugh because of me when he would have fun with his friends and I could see how much they made him happy, I miss seeing how focused he got when he'd write, how whenever I was down he wrapped his arms around me, and patted and caressed my head while holding me as close as he could, I just miss him as a whole being next to me.
