You know that feeling when you find an ongoing fix on AO3 with over 40000 words, accurate representation of the characters and no cheesy redemption arcs, the best fic, realistic depictions of mental illnesses that shows up and down of the recovery process, a character who dies in the original media survives, all the ship you want, the right amount of Angst without it being unbearable, includes one of the best musicals to exist, enby representation, no mcd or dead dove and literally everything else to make it perfect and then to finish it really quickly when you promised yourself you wouldn’t and you need to wait in pain for the next chapter but you know it will be sad because literally every other chapter is angst and the book might not even end on a happy not because there is a high possibility that it is a series and then you come to Wattpad to cry, complain and read oneshots? Just me? Okay....
