Oh my gOd I just read the message I posted in 2019 and I want to die ,':( The only reason I'm keeping it is because I know how much I'll hate myself if I don't. But please don't make fun of me for it.. be the bigger person here. I'm also fully aware that the next time I read the comment I'm writing right now I'll want to die even more, but beggars can't be choosers I suppose.