I was trying to tell you that I know were kids now and that everything is bad for us, but if you ever needed anything you didn’t have to hesitate to ask for my help. I know your home life and everything, if you needed help I would be there for you if you needed anything. But you wanted to keep an attitude, I just think it isn’t worth stressing over everyday, not this. I truly loved you, you’ll never accept that or want to believe it but I did. It hurts me for us to be like this, I hate it but I can’t do anything. I can’t do anything about the pain and stress we cause Each other, I’m sorry that I’m never gonna be the perfect man. But I don’t hate you D. I promise I don’t