Briamiche- Thankyou for your message. I want you to know you arent alone in your pain. I think it is a very hard thing to speak about especially when we have been convinced that we are unworthy and insignificant as people by those who were supposed to love us. Trust doesnt come easily and so we suffer alone but i think that we need to give our experience and pain a voice. Never give up on yourself, there is always hope.