Hey thanks for following me, i read your bio, i almost know how You feel, because I've been there.
I've been hated, rejected, abused, embarasséd, and so on. Matter of facto, i was called gay even though i wasnt. And that affected my life because I started feeling gay after some years, and started manifesisting homosexuality. But that's all past now, by the time I graduated from school i was already friends with my bullies.
My advice, why don't you pray to God and see a counsellor. Also find good friends to hang with. I tell u good friends are the best.
Besides i wrote an article on this once, you might like to read it. On my profile, you'll see abook titled Depression Chronicles, go to You're not alone. God bless you.
:)