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Hello Alix,
          
          Not sure if you use Wattpad still-
          
          But I wanted to say final peace, and my fiancee told me it's better to bury than to leave the dead on the ground.
          
          I apologize.
          
          For what? 
          
          Well, for being immature in our ex-relationship, I was 14? 15? (I think) when I began dating you, and I talked a lot of big shit about being mature, but I wasn't. I still had so much to learn and I quite literally had you teaching me, but however thanks to you I am a bit more mature than I was back then. So I apologize, but also thank you.
          
          I hope college went well for you, I hope you're still pursuing it. I remember in my high school self's eyes, you were the coolest for going to college and doing shit on your own. And you still are, to this day I told myself, "If Alix can, I can." And now I am too.
          
          I am majoring in English, as I want to become an English teacher one day, I work as a teacher assistant for my old highschool, I go to the gym, and I am getting married!
          
          Crazy, right? Marriage.
          
          But alast, let me close off this huge ass essay with this.
          
          I hope wherever life leads you, I hope that you take it with a grain of salt, and you enjoy the ride because we only have this life. You'll do amazing things, Alix. You'll be amazing. I wish you the best,
          
          Thank you for being my first love :)
          
          -Chris 

Why is it just my luck to have an asthma attack established by cleaning products only to not realizes im having an asthma attack for over 12 hours and end up going to the er and only to get told it was an asthma attack and that my bronchial tubes are enflammed and get prescribed prednisone and a new inhaler? Am I just that stupid to not notice when I'm having an asthma attack? Don't answer that I am in fact stupid enough to not realize I'm having an asthma attack as we can now all tell. Anywhosies how is everyone?

This is Chris,
          Wanted to say I love you and wish for the best for you, I m almost done with this year. I hope your rehearsal/play is/went well!!
          
          Remember, I love you so freaking much. You're on my mind 24/7, I even write letter which I will soon reveal to you. It's whenever I think of you, or I get sad.
          
          I can't wait for our forever to start with eachother <33333
          
          Thank you for being patient with me, I love you so so much <33333
          
          Until I can text you again, I bid adieu.
          
          -Chris (On Ally's account)

anyone ever just want to be a fish like just so you don't have responsibilities?

Happy birthday to me