Danielle

IMPORTANT TO ANYONE WHO CARES (XD): I am deleting this account (or my second one: battlescxrs) and am replacing it with my fresh account: ectobrat. I just wanted a fresh start, ya know? So to anyone who cares...don't freak out when one (or both) accounts disappear. xx, D.

hi everyone...i know some of you will just scroll past this, or read the first line and move on...but i just wanted to say something real quick. you don't have to listen, but i'd greatly appreciate it..so here goes...
          
          life isn't easy. not at all. sure, everyone has their fair share of ups and downs. but some get more downs than ups, unfortunately. i would be one of those "someones". my life is in quite the rough patch...and i might not get through it. it's really hard to smile everyday and be happy. because inside everything is crashing down and falling to pieces like it was hit by a hurricane. sometimes (speaking in the second person) you feel like just giving up. tossing your hands up in the air and screaming "i'm done!". but sometimes you have enough strength left to push on. keep climbing. but that strength could weaken at points, to where it feels like it's not even there. and when that fire has dulled, everything drops, including your hope. and hope is a big piece in staying strong. so when you feel like hope is lost...it's just so easy to stop and think of the easy way out. if you know what i'm talking about. i've even considered it, sadly...and i know that that isn't the right way to do things, but it just seems so simple. so easy. but it's not the answer. in my position, i'm not sure if i'm on the werge of giving up or if i'm just barely keeping on. but that's not like that for everyone. so please, remember, it gets better. i'm still waiting for this "better", but i'll keep waiting. i'll be patient. even if i end up crashing and burning in the end.
          
          so thanks for reading...you guys probably don't care about anything i just said, but i do. so...i guess that's it. bye.

I AM WATCHING PHANTOM PLANET AND JUST MISSED MY FAVORITE PART FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

I JUST NOTICED YOU WROTE IN YOUR PROFILE TO FOLLOW SOME PEOPLE AND I WAS ON THE LIST OMG TYSM THATS SO NICE OF YOU 

I liked the sidebar better. > - < 

22 notifications? Damn.

ps i love your name it's so cute

omg ur so fetch
          aND I LOVE LILY COLLINS TOO SHE'S SUCH A QUEEN

Going through my story drafts and picking out the stories that have nothing ahead of them but complete failure. Sometimes, I wonder how odd my imagination can get, before I scroll through another story and find my answer sitting in a ridiculous amount of italics.
          
          "Elle watched out the window as several cars bustled by in a hurry. Her blond hair curled around her face, framing her pale cheeks. Her reflection shone, barely in her view, in the window glass. Her red lips were pulled down in a frown, her dark brown eyes shining with the exhaustion he felt. She hadn't even bothered to straighten her hair today. It fell in soft curls against her shoulders, curving around her oval face and touching her eyelashes slightly. It pained her to meet the gaze of the girl in the reflection of the window. She looked so broken, so tired. As if one of her breaths could fade the girl forever. She clutched the window sill, feeling the familiar sting of unshed tears. She quickly blinked them away. Her heart hurt, and her mind ached to be let out. "Just let it out!" Her thoughts screamed, their imaginary voices dripping with pain and longing. She shoved them down, even as it sent another crack into her broken walls.
          
          "I'll never give in." She whispered. Her breath clouded the other girl's face, and she could have sworn she saw a tear slip down the girl's pale cheek."
          
          Just a paragraph pulled from one of the drafts. It hurts to read that, because it's so terrible. Agh. x,
          Dannie.

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