I am the love of Chanyeol's life.

I love black. The absence of light. Your eyes see bland and dull but your mind sees a perfect representation of your soul. I love light, since without it, colors won't exist. And I love colors. It gives emphasis to anything and everything, just like how ink bleeds words onto paper. Ripping out lines in the most beautiful way possible.

I'm stuck between now and forever. I treat the past like it was just a bad dream, because it's not a good place to stay at. I dream about the future like I'm so sure all of it will happen, for dreams are made to give you hope and encouragement that everything is possible if you believe. I'm a paradox for I forget things I'm suppose to remember, but remember the things I want to forget.

I like photographs. I love thinking that a beautiful moment happened in that exact hour, minute, second, and millisecond. I love to think that there is an exact copy of it, because I know that it will always stay in that timeline and the idea that I can always feel like going back in time is pure bliss.
I love music, not just because it can express everything I want to say but I always think it's made just for me, an alter ego, an other half.

I love books, for they represent lots of worlds and people at the same time. It's like travelling to another world, with your mind at ease and your heart in sync with freedom.

Current status: Still searching for something other than 박찬열, music and books to fall in love with.

10/07/15  'OT12