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hi everyone, 
          
          im on a break for a bit, um, my mental health is shitty, as per usual, 
          
          a month ago my rabbit died in my arms, a few weeks later my uncle died of cancer, and my home life is kind of stressful, so, yeah. 
          
          I love yall. 
          
          Tumblr: rightnowyoucanttell (mostly the dolan twins lol)

Thank you so much for the follow... Hope you have an amazing life!!!! 

NEW STORY 
          
          check out dear Eleanor

Does anyone else have those few lyrics they live life by? Comment yours I'm interested. 
          Heres mine:
          
          - My heart is like an open highway, Like Frankie said, I did it my way (Bon Jovi) 
          - Every face along the boulevard is a dreamer just like you (Brendon Urie) 
          - We ain't too pretty we ain't too proud We might be laughing a bit too loud
          Aw but that never hurt no one (Billy Joel)

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Taking a break
           No one cares, I know I get it, but..
          Possible health issue arising, not great mental health leaving for a bit 

Hey everyone, i’m small but i wanted to let yall know, i don’t know if i’ll be on for a while. I’m dealing with some shitty stuff at home at the moment, which in honesty is my fault, completely. Maybe not, idk. 
          
           I feel lost, scared, confused and hopeless, like no one will love me if i'm not attractive. I’m super insecure about myself, my actions my weight (i do not have a diagnosed eating disorder but tendencies are visible). 
          
           And I contemplated a terrible last resort tonight, and i’ve decided that’s no way to go. So, i'm leaving for a little bit probably the night, to give my mental health a break that is much needed. ADHD is overwhelming, so is social anxiety. 
          
          I just want someone to tell me it’ll get better. Rejection hurts, and the one person i want to talk to has ‘disappeared’ off the internet because they ‘lost there phone’. Whatever. So.. yeah. 
          
          I’m leaving this so if i disappear with no reasoning otherwise, this why. I have spiraled and can’t handle it anymore. No one cares, but, please be patient. I’m glad i opened up, this feels good, i might not even need a break, idk, i’m confused and sad and ugg, you get it. 
          
          Thanks guys