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I really missed you guys honestly

Turns out we're staying at my mom's boyfriend's house for another night >:[ State testing is happening tomorrow at school, but I'm missing it. I really don't want to have to make it up. Fuck.this.shit.
          
          UGHHHHHHHHHHHH
          
          I hate missing school and my stomach is literally flipping. I'm making myself physically sick at this point. I want to go home. I'm losing my shit.
          
          Fuck this guy and fuck my mom.(I probably don't mean that)
          
          Anygays
          
          Goodnight loves<3<3<3(platonic)
          
          Drink water, eat food, sleep well(enough), and take PRESCRIBED MEDICATION OR IBUPROFEN ONLY, and whatever else you need :)
          
          I'm glad I finally cleared my notifications out(I had 4K T^T)
          
          I love you all, take care, and stay as positive as possible!

We're at my mom's boyfriend's house rn 
          
          He's a nice dude and his house is cool, but in my eyes he's always going to be seen as a replacement for my dad. That will always leave a bitter feeling festering in the back of my head no matter what. He buys us gifts and such, and I'm grateful, but nothing will erase my resentment.
          
          My two youngest siblings never even got to know our dad. Will they consider this guy as their father figure? I wouldn't be surprised if they did considering how much they love him. 
          
          At least my mom's boyfriend has a dog. Dogs make everything better :) 
          
          I want to go home

I don't remember what I said on March 27, but apparently it had something to do with SH TvT
          
          Ermmm, who reported me? Lol

I keep thinking of this one video, I'm pretty sure LaurenZSide played it, but I can't find it on her channel T^T What I remember is that the player just got their paycheck, and went to a café to celebrate as per usual. One of the waiters (I think) starting talking to us blah blah blah.
          
          I don't remember too much since I watched so long ago lol. Anyways, he somehow ends up knocking us out and we wake up inside his house. Our hands were zip-tied behind our back or something. He ended up cutting our thigh.
          
          At whatever point, he showed us a closet absolutely filled with knives. Each of them were labeled with a different victims name(how romantic,eh?). 
          
          He had black and white hair I think
          
          Please let me know what this is if anyone knows TvT
          
          Anygays,
          
          EEPY TIME, HOES!
          
          DRINK WATER, EAT FOOD, SLEEP WELL ENOUGH, TAKE YOUR PRESCRIBED MEDICATION OR IBUPROFEN ONLY, AND WHATEVER ELSE IS NECESSARY!<3
          
          I LOVE YOU GUYS, BYEEEEEE♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Does anyone know where Tamara (@Numbermagician ) was from? I don't know why this question has been nagging me so much, but I'm really curious. 
          
          Also, I've been watching my notifications go up again(sorry guys)
          
          I'll check them soon- probably 
          
          For now though
          
          Drink water, eat food, sleep well enough, take PRESCRIBED MEDICATION OR IBUPROFEN ONLY(IN PROPER DOSES),and whatever else is necessary ♡♡♡♡♡♡
          
          I love you all, goodnight!!!! Stay safe, loves

Guess who's power is out
          
          Muahahaha

Goodnight butt munchers<3<3<3
          
          As always,
          Drink water, eat food, sleep well(enough), only take PRESCRIBED MEDS OR IBUPROFEN(Tylenol and similar stuff is also fine♡), and whatever else :]
          
          I love you, goodnight!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

I finally went through my notifications 
          
          I need to be on here moreeeee

I feel happy for the most part, but I still crave death
          
          i n t e r e s t i n g
          
          I don't even think anything is wrong with me- 
          
          But I am not exactly doing well
          
          I am confused
          
          And mildly concerned