@LeaveNoWordsUnspoken hey, don't apologise. Don't put that on yourself, there is absolutely nothing wrong with feeling like this so don't say sorry, because I for one don't want to hear sorry. I want to hear 'hey I've had a really sh*t day please can some help' so please don't say sorry. I know things are tough at the moment, I know it's hard but please don't give up. You've been so strong, stronger than I'll ever manage to be. Your imagination is incredible and you inspire so many people so please don't give yourself a hard time and remember I'll always be there for you. So stay alive, stay alive for me....