brooklynisosm

Hi. This is me, “brooklynisosm”, nearly 4 years after I started this account. 
          	I wrote a lot of upsetting stuff on here, including a series in Ninjago Texts about mental illness and its effects. 
          	This was written in 7th grade before I fell into deep depression. Depression has been a constant in my life since 8th grade. 
          	I have struggled with self harming thoughts and actions for over two years. 
          	I’ve had disordered eating for longer. 
          	I was diagnosed with autism a year and a half ago. Not being diagnosed meant a lot of my strange behaviors were unexplained and caused my family to be frustrated with me. I didn’t know why I couldn’t just be normal. After being diagnosed I understood finally what was “wrong” with me, but that doesn’t fix the fact that my brain is not typical and never will be. 
          	I was in an emotionally abusive relationship which drove me to suicidal thoughts. I got out of it about a year ago but it’s continued to haunt me. 
          	But I am okay now. 
          	Healing is hard. But it is possible and I’m doing it. Through therapy, medication, and the support of my family and friends, I have managed to get into a more stable and happy place than I have been in for years. 
          	I am almost 17 now- I wrote I Have Problems at 13 having no idea how prophetic it would be to my own life. 
          	But it gets better. It will get better. Even though I don’t write stories here anymore, I hope this may help you if you are in a similar place that I was. 
          	
          	PS
          	If you like my writing, you can find me on AO3 @brooklynisom (sORRY, I don’t write ninjago fanfic anymore)

blobgirl3000

@brooklynisosm bruh ur books helped me cope with the effects of having an abusive relationship that led me to having depression, starvation, and suicidal thoughts. U are an inspiration and I am so glad u got past ur adversities. I relate to a lot of ur hardships and I will miss your writing.
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bluetintedroses

@brooklynisosm I'm so glad to hear from you! I was in grade 7 when i first stumbled across your works. I'm also 17 in a few months :) I'm so glad that you're doing better. You've inspired me so much over the last 3 years when you weren't here, and I never got the chance to say thank you, from when I was only 13 until 16. Even though I've never spoken to you, I always hoped that you were doing well. I wish you nothing more than the best for your future, and I will continue to support you over on ao3. Stay safe, it always gets better. it always does.
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brooklynisosm

Hi. This is me, “brooklynisosm”, nearly 4 years after I started this account. 
          I wrote a lot of upsetting stuff on here, including a series in Ninjago Texts about mental illness and its effects. 
          This was written in 7th grade before I fell into deep depression. Depression has been a constant in my life since 8th grade. 
          I have struggled with self harming thoughts and actions for over two years. 
          I’ve had disordered eating for longer. 
          I was diagnosed with autism a year and a half ago. Not being diagnosed meant a lot of my strange behaviors were unexplained and caused my family to be frustrated with me. I didn’t know why I couldn’t just be normal. After being diagnosed I understood finally what was “wrong” with me, but that doesn’t fix the fact that my brain is not typical and never will be. 
          I was in an emotionally abusive relationship which drove me to suicidal thoughts. I got out of it about a year ago but it’s continued to haunt me. 
          But I am okay now. 
          Healing is hard. But it is possible and I’m doing it. Through therapy, medication, and the support of my family and friends, I have managed to get into a more stable and happy place than I have been in for years. 
          I am almost 17 now- I wrote I Have Problems at 13 having no idea how prophetic it would be to my own life. 
          But it gets better. It will get better. Even though I don’t write stories here anymore, I hope this may help you if you are in a similar place that I was. 
          
          PS
          If you like my writing, you can find me on AO3 @brooklynisom (sORRY, I don’t write ninjago fanfic anymore)

blobgirl3000

@brooklynisosm bruh ur books helped me cope with the effects of having an abusive relationship that led me to having depression, starvation, and suicidal thoughts. U are an inspiration and I am so glad u got past ur adversities. I relate to a lot of ur hardships and I will miss your writing.
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bluetintedroses

@brooklynisosm I'm so glad to hear from you! I was in grade 7 when i first stumbled across your works. I'm also 17 in a few months :) I'm so glad that you're doing better. You've inspired me so much over the last 3 years when you weren't here, and I never got the chance to say thank you, from when I was only 13 until 16. Even though I've never spoken to you, I always hoped that you were doing well. I wish you nothing more than the best for your future, and I will continue to support you over on ao3. Stay safe, it always gets better. it always does.
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Mr-President-

We have 2 things in common.   Ninjago and making the characters suffer,  hehe.  Hi, I’m from FFN too

Mr-President-

@daniaanlyn  exactly
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bluetintedroses

@Loki-God-of-Chaos who doesnt love making characters suffer
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blobgirl3000

Today is your anniversary of the day you started tbhn!!!!

bluetintedroses

@blobgirl3000 dammit we missed it
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blobgirl3000

@blobgirl3000 yessss
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bluetintedroses

@blobgirl3000 ah. The good days
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overthinking_ninjago

Thank you so much for publishing Ninjago texts again! You have no idea how happy I got when I saw the notification(s) on my phone. I really like your books, and have missed them a lot since they got taken down. You are a great author, keep it up!
           
          Also, I'm sorry for asking you to publish your books again all the time, it must've been really annoying... 
          (she's not sorry)
          (...get the reference..? XD)
          
          *prepared to laugh, cry, and get all the feels again♡*

KayFlame

@overthinking_ninjago i know rite.
            Ninjago Texts r good stuff!!!
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bluetintedroses

Why are your books disappearing? ??

bluetintedroses

@Fan-Of-Jay OMG WHAT AJXNKA
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SkyAboveClouds

@Fan-Of-Jay THEYRE BACK!!!! NINJAGO TEXTS ARE BACK!!!!!!/!/!/!/!/&1€?2738:!3€20)2@?28) agahsoehowgowgwogaogoqhaohajwjjwHAHSJSJHHAAAHHHHH
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