Hi mere pyaare readers. It's your author, eyelash. First of all I am so sorry for not updating the books on time. *Apologies*
See, when I started to write this book, a lot was going on in my life and this book — oh Goddd! It was my escape, where I found myself again. The only time I met myself, my old self — the one I long lost in the chaos of my life. I poured my heart out in this book, I wrote each line feeling it deeply in my heart, feeling myself, living those moments in my head somewhere.
The soft traces of those moments still lingered in the back of my head, whispering, giggling and running around but what changed is — that I am not able to feel it again because I let some things consume me whole. even I am trying to write I am not getting that satisfaction, I am not feeling that connected. I feel like I am forcing myself to do it and I personally don't want it because I want you guys to feel, to enjoy the journey of our characters to the deepest. I do not want to rush it at all. Even when I go to read my book again, I just think that I should change this or that, even if that thing is consuming me. I just don't freaking know from where the hell this self doubt is coming but yes it is there, Aching in me wildly. I want to write again, I want to give you guys the regular updates again but I just can't help it. My mental health is messed up and the only thing that helped me to calm was — writing and here I am finding difficulties in doing that too.
But still every night I promise myself that I will never let these things let me down or make me stop writing. Trust me guys, only a little more wait from your side.
I will be back with my old shine and grace, again.
I just need your support and yes, I've read all of your comments. Don't worry I will be backk soon!!!
Thank you so much.
Take care, pyaare readers.
Your author
— eyelash!