browniewritess

Hi mere pyaare readers. It's your author, eyelash. First of all I am so sorry for not updating the books on time. *Apologies*
          	
          	See, when I started to write this book, a lot was going on in my life and this book — oh Goddd! It was my escape, where I found myself again. The only time I met myself, my old self — the one I long lost in the chaos of my life. I poured my heart out in this book, I wrote each line feeling it deeply in my heart, feeling myself, living those moments in my head somewhere. 
          	The soft traces of those moments still lingered in the back of my head, whispering, giggling and running around but what changed is — that I am not able to feel it again because I let some things consume me whole. even I am trying to write I am not getting that satisfaction, I am not feeling that connected. I feel like I am forcing myself to do it and I personally don't want it because I want you guys to feel, to enjoy the journey of our characters to the deepest. I do not want to rush it at all. Even when I go to read my book again, I just think that I should change this or that, even if that thing is consuming me. I just don't freaking know from where the hell this self doubt is coming but yes it is  there, Aching in me wildly. I want to write again, I want to give you guys the regular updates again but I just can't help it. My mental health is messed up and the only thing that helped me to calm was —  writing and here I am finding difficulties in doing that too. 
          	
          	But still every night I promise myself that I will never let these things let me down or make me stop writing. Trust me guys, only a little more wait from your side. 
          	
          	I will be back with my old shine and grace, again. 
          	
          	I just need your support and yes, I've read all of your comments. Don't worry I will be backk soon!!!
          	
          	
          	Thank you so much.
          	Take care, pyaare readers. 
          	Your author
          	— eyelash!

ishi_2109

@browniewritess author when will you come back like if you feel good..if your mental health is getting better and feel right... waiting for your shine to spark
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4kanksha

@browniewritess it's okay author ji take your time
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lavenderxbliss

@browniewritess Dear author, it's okay, take your time.
          	  Your writing skills are amazing just don't ever doubt yourself and take as much time you want/need because we all (your reader) know when you will come back it will as much good as it was before and I started to read your book because it makes me forget my own sadness and it really makes me happy. Your art does not only make you feel yourself but also makes the readers feel themselves connected to characters and you. You write with all your soul and it does need time, we understand. Also everyone has that one phase in their life where they don't feel the same themselves so it's okay. But when you come back, come back with all your charm and happiness. We will always support you...!!! 
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Alonzo_77

Study hard author 
          We will wait for you
          We miss you ❤️

Alonzo_77

@browniewritess All the best
            Do your best 
            ( Whatever you said it's not showing)
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browniewritess

Hi mere pyaare readers. It's your author, eyelash. First of all I am so sorry for not updating the books on time. *Apologies*
          
          See, when I started to write this book, a lot was going on in my life and this book — oh Goddd! It was my escape, where I found myself again. The only time I met myself, my old self — the one I long lost in the chaos of my life. I poured my heart out in this book, I wrote each line feeling it deeply in my heart, feeling myself, living those moments in my head somewhere. 
          The soft traces of those moments still lingered in the back of my head, whispering, giggling and running around but what changed is — that I am not able to feel it again because I let some things consume me whole. even I am trying to write I am not getting that satisfaction, I am not feeling that connected. I feel like I am forcing myself to do it and I personally don't want it because I want you guys to feel, to enjoy the journey of our characters to the deepest. I do not want to rush it at all. Even when I go to read my book again, I just think that I should change this or that, even if that thing is consuming me. I just don't freaking know from where the hell this self doubt is coming but yes it is  there, Aching in me wildly. I want to write again, I want to give you guys the regular updates again but I just can't help it. My mental health is messed up and the only thing that helped me to calm was —  writing and here I am finding difficulties in doing that too. 
          
          But still every night I promise myself that I will never let these things let me down or make me stop writing. Trust me guys, only a little more wait from your side. 
          
          I will be back with my old shine and grace, again. 
          
          I just need your support and yes, I've read all of your comments. Don't worry I will be backk soon!!!
          
          
          Thank you so much.
          Take care, pyaare readers. 
          Your author
          — eyelash!

ishi_2109

@browniewritess author when will you come back like if you feel good..if your mental health is getting better and feel right... waiting for your shine to spark
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4kanksha

@browniewritess it's okay author ji take your time
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lavenderxbliss

@browniewritess Dear author, it's okay, take your time.
            Your writing skills are amazing just don't ever doubt yourself and take as much time you want/need because we all (your reader) know when you will come back it will as much good as it was before and I started to read your book because it makes me forget my own sadness and it really makes me happy. Your art does not only make you feel yourself but also makes the readers feel themselves connected to characters and you. You write with all your soul and it does need time, we understand. Also everyone has that one phase in their life where they don't feel the same themselves so it's okay. But when you come back, come back with all your charm and happiness. We will always support you...!!! 
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browniewritess

Will update Anugrah tomorrow! <3

mkloplhjhkl

@browniewritess okay then, I know just by saying don't get stressed ur stress will not automatically vanish.... But when ever something bad happen in my life something good follows, so i actually feel happy when anything bad happens, so hope same will happen for you!!!!
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browniewritess

@mkloplhjhkl yes. There's a lot going on in my life. 
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mkloplhjhkl

@browniewritess you are okay right.... Is there any issue or exams or any thing going on in ur life..? I am just concerned!
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browniewritess

Give me some time!!
          
          I will give you all a big chapter, don't worry. <<3 
          
          Your Author,
          Eyelash 
          

mkloplhjhkl

@browniewritess u will upload today right.?
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