ellie

bitch where tf u at

I love u more 
          
          
          bYE

yeah. and i was on twitter yesterday and i said " 'you and i' isn't one of my favorites, they should've picked a different one to be the single" and bam. i got like a hundred hate tweets call me a fake fan and shit. i was like shocked. 
          
          same here and it kills me to think that it was our fault.
          
          it's not even that ellie. i was just so done with all of it at that moment. i guess i felt like if i wasn't part of this crazy fandom i'd be able to have my own opinions that's all.

I fell in love with the happy energetic goofballs that were always full of life. They still are it's just they're drained and tired. I feel soooo bad about that and it just breaks my heart. I guess I said it in a certain way so I wouldn't feel as bad but tbh, I still love them but I think they deserve to be able to relax once in a while. 
          
          I'm not tried of the band I'm tired of the fandom. Some people were seeing hate to Sophia's sister bc apparently sophia and Liam broke up. That's completely stupid and it just made me angry. I feel like that's why I said I was done with one direction.

It's not like that. It's like I feel like the fans and the fame are a burden to them. All the videos they make to announce things, they always look so so tired in all of them. They don't joke around as much or anything. I hate myself for saying this but I just feel like even though we the fans helped build them up, we're kinda tearing them down. I miss the happy relaxed one direction that were able to do what they wanted.
          
          I love 5SOS but it really has nothing to do with one direction and how I feel about them. It's like I'll always have a place for those five idiots in my heart but bc of that I want the best for them. 
          
          Sorry if it seemed like I was done with them or something like that I'm not. I've just drifted bc I feel that the fandom is crazy and it's just no good for the guys.

no I am from Germany (Europe) ;)

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          WHATTTTTT

woah haha mine just began 
          
          yeah, of course you can. you can PM if you don't wanna post it on my board!

I'm alright! Trying desperately to write, haha. But besides that, it's Spring Break YAYY

tbh, i was really happy that he stood up for himself and the band, celebrities never get to say what they think or mean bc of the way media will react. i'm really glad that Ash doesn't cower away and that he does stand up for the band and himself