Hi friends.
It has been a while since I've shared anything on here, and I wish I could say my absence was a temporary one because life got busy.
Life did get busy, but not for a reason I thought I'd ever be sharing at this point of my life.
Two days before Christmas, I took my husband to the ER. He ended up staying until the 28th, when he got transferred to another (bigger) hospital.... He unexpectedly passed away on January 2nd while at said hospital.
We had his funeral last week on the 10th.
It's been almost a month since I've heard my husband talk to me or seen his eyes light up when he sees me. It's been 2 weeks since his heart stopped, and I lost my best friend forever.
Physically, I'm okay. Mentally and emotionally, not so much (I don't understand how I haven't run out of tears to cry, honestly). I never thought at 27, I would be a widow. It still feels like a really bad dream.
Anyways, I don't know when I'll be coming back to Wattpad. I'm taking some time to figure things out and just be patient with myself... this is the first time I've ever been on my own, and it's an overwhelming time all around.
Hug your people as often as you can. <3