I am 20 y/o.... Now, I see Life clearly & it's grey. This world hasn't been kind to me for a long time. It's easy to remember the pain than the joy. Didn't have much friends, my family pushed me aside & even god is silent. I don't know know why I'm still standing and I don't want to know. I let it be ambiguous as by the time the answer came.... There's nothing left of me.