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welp, your girl is quitting her job. its time to protect my peace. 

hiii.
          
          im not dead (though it feels like that sometimes). i haven't been writing. i've been wanting to, but every time i open the app and pick a book, my inspiration and want dissipates dramatically. in all honesty, i am just tired.
          
          this isn't a woe-is-me post. its more of an explanation for my absence. as some of you may know, i found out at the start of the year that i'm pregnant. i expected it to be a little bumpy, but this is my second so i figured i would have a handle on things. boy was i wrong.
          
          apart from the usual pregnancy things (back pain, pelvic pain, constant dehydration, terrible morning sickness, et cetera), my family has decided to implode. i've lost my support system almost completely, but i have gained my fiancé's family in return. but we feel so alone. the person who promised to do my baby shower ghosted me. so, we're paying for that out of pocket now. we are also in the middle of wedding planning (october 10th, woot woot), and are now in the process of house hunting because we have officially grown out of our home.
          
          i'm stressed. i'm in pain constantly. i can hardly sleep. it is so hot that i don't want to eat because all it does is make me sick. and my motivation for anything is at an all time low. i want to apologize profusely because i've been wanting to write something fierce, but i just can't force myself to do it. and, for that, i am so sorry. but we've got only ten weeks left until baby girl arrives and, hopefully, with that i can get back into the groove of things !

The theme slays ❤️

finally revamped the account. how are we feeling guys ??

i know i haven't been on here in a hot minute. in all honesty, my life has been actually insane. life has changed so quickly. but i did want to share an update... we've been waiting not so patiently for a while for the gender of baby and.... we're having a girl ! i always dreamed of life where i had my boy first (check) and then have my girl and for them to be the best of friends. and here we are ! we are over the moon excited. 

Hi, are you going to update paper cuts? (⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

Please update the Duke orsino story :)

rest in peace and love, eric dane. )':

someone tell me what to write,, im being indecisive 

Rereading Game Over…I’d like to fight you  </3 forgot how much the book makes me feel but it’s too good