The Silly Fella! :)

grasping tightly. 
          this fear, i feel flowing inside. 
          my heart, my mind. 
          it reeks inside, my hide.
          unknowing terror. soon, 
          you'll see the same thing.
          
          i'm flawed.
          i'm flawed and i know that i'll always be.
          this misery. this chilly feeling creeping low.
          this house of memories are still taunting me.
          fleshful prison, what else do i do?
          a growing flower, with no place to run.
          that 'carnation, i chose over you.
          dead but still golden, for all that you've done.
          for a better life, you took my own life.
          a life that still had it's sunshine.
          place down, the rose. and rest in the grave.
          best knowing there'd always be, a better name.
          it hurts. you're a butterfly, and i'm a parasite.
          but at last, vultures fly. past your blind eye.

NO I WAS OFFLINE FOR TOO LONG I HOPE YOU'RE DOING OKAY :((
          
          There are 8 billion people in the world, and you're one of them.
          
          You're so kind and special because you're my friend, that's why I'm sending this to you.
          
          I want good things to happen to you, so read this...
          
          Now that you've read the beginning, you can't escape this.
          
          You'll get a new phone this year.
          
          You'll get the pet of your dreams this Christmas.
          
          Everyone will love you.
          
          Send this to 15 people in one hour.
          
          If you ignore this, you'll have bad luck for the next three years.
          
          You'll struggle with grades next year.
          
          This isn't fake. A girl ignored this last year, and everything happened to her.
          
          You'll forward this to 15 people in one hour.
          Then, in five days, this will happen...
          
          Day 1: You will wake up to a shocking surprise.
          
          Day 2: You will meet your old friend again.
          
          Day 3: You will earn money.
          
          Day 4: Your day will go great.
          
          Day 5: Your favorite person will talk to you.
          Don't break the chain.
          
          You have one hour to send this to fifteen people.
          
          NO GROUP CHATS
          
          YOU HAVE ONE HOUR. ( after you read this)

Happy valentines siblin !

have a happy Valentine's day everyone

i don't know anymore.
          life in general has just been lame with few good moments, may they be cherished but with how much my family argues, how i can't feel motivated to do stuff (on and off the internet, bless the two homunculus who still think i'm gonna write), and how much worse i feel when i'm alone with my thoughts, to the point i'm noticing how much of my life i spend distracting myself from them, i just don't know anymore, ANYWAY prolly gunna eat a fruit cup n 4get am even wrote this, c'yall l8tr my level 10 masterbai-! *cutely falls down stairs* >ᴗ<

hey guys, just wanted to let you all know that am was hospitalized wednesday due to an upper bacterial respiratory infection, sry if this was out of the blue, didn't rly know how to bring it up, am doing a bit better now, some daily pills, liquid medicine 4 times a day, and inhaler usage bi-daily, and am should be just fine, awesome sauce, even

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          so am hav dis cough, right? damn near been two weeks since n am STILL have it, now am cain't even eat without puking myself inside-out, sumtimez am can't even breathe afterwards, and if am offered ANOTHER fudging cough drop 4 bazillionth time, AM SWEAR I'LL SPLIT THE COSMOS ASUNDER1!%✓%\%✓!**¡!//\\1!1!//*✓✓//¹! #!1\%\%✓✓***1!* #!¹

man i sure do love bawling face
          deep in my bed for being an idiot.

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          "cleanse me of all of my aggression,
           melt me down, and remake me in heaven"

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          lowkenuinely roblox devs (NOT DA CORPORATION JUS DA FANBASE WHO PLAY N MAYKE GAMES) hav been on a roll az of late, so am wanted2 put sum light on a few upcoming aysm-ish games am excited for!
          
          Shattered Hopes: basically a retake on Forsaken with more original designs and HOPEFULLY no controversy, one can only hope wit roblox gamez.... also it haz an official Pace Noli collab skin & he's cool beans n shi, with a completely new for to avoid copyright wit Sega.
          
          Give Me Your Best: a mainly PvE chase game that focuses on roblox args such as The Whistle Occurrence, DeivyDoesTutorials33, Rochas313, RecallAHollowHeart, and more! all around retro-themed with a very high quality production, the devs are truly giving us their best!
          
          Termination Protocol: this one's more shooter-based but still very asymmetrical like, it focuses on roblox Admins teaming up to eliminate hackers/myths called "Anomalies" in a juggernaut 8v1 battle, the designs of these characters are very original and unique takes!
          
          sum honorable mentions are:
          Terror Realm, Nightmare Collection, 
          The Catastrophes, Blockbound, Bite By Night,
          and Domino Effect.
          
          pretty sure there's still sum am didn't talk about, are there any ur exited 4??