Ofcourse in MAFIA'S BABYGIRL Part 10 , when y/n said no one loves me, and tried to die its totally me ,I always think I'd better die than living in this world and then I end up crying on my bed silently and while crying for half an hour , I open my phone and started to watch bts funny movement's and while watching I finally finally finally end up laughing with red face and puffy eyes .