@Harmonybtsarmy If they broke you then it's not confusing at all. A bond that makes you question about it and confuses you- is never worth keeping. Don't waste your love, effort and time on a bond where you're not even confident about your position that you truly matter. Having no friends sounds so difficult but being alone doesn't make you lonely, you feel lonely when you're surrounded by a company where you are not appreciated. Before you lose yourself completely I would suggest you to step back. The right people always find you at the end even if it takes a year but eventually you'll get a company that appreciates your presence but before that you need to learn your worth and your worth is not so less to waste it on people who don't even care about you.
