Hello dear writer. I neither know you nor your current condition... I can just feel that you were depressed when you wrote "Losing myself", you've even said "Sorry" twice in description. This is not normal... Plus, as a writer, i know that writers usually write about what they are feeling deep inside...) I'm not sure that you are okay now... But if you're alright and reading my message i want you to know that you are amazing. You are the best. You worth love✨.
Please, just love yourself. No one can do this better than yourself and I respect you as a writer and human♥️. Stay healthy, both physically and mentally. Wish you all the best. And thank you for this masterpiece.
Good bye.