i'm SORRY for everyone i've hurt. i know i've said bad things and i just got on and i feel SO SO SO bad.   ugh- i just can't even :(

and for any racial comments i've made, please know that i stand with you. as a native american who's had family been discriminated against/disappeared i might not fully understand how it feels like but i COMPLETELY stand with black lives matter. i'm doing the most i can to donate as much as i can, only buy from black owned businesses and sign every petition i see. thank you. 

and for those i've called clowns, fat, ugly or any of the sorts that's ALL my insecurities talking. i know i might have made someone feel bad about themselves and i'm so so so sorry. i believe everyone is beautiful in there own way and i'm trying to make myself a better person day by day. saying that stuff blacklashed on me and i've been struggling with an eating disorder for almost a year now and all of that stuff has made me feel even worse.

i do NOT want you to forgive me. 

dm for socials to contact me tysm