btsishotfacts

ok so is it you has been unpublished because I'm going to write the whole story and then drop 1 or 2 chapters a week so hwaiting!

btsishotfacts

Oké gyus so i don’t usually do this kind of stuff so tell me
          
          I'm the oldest child in my family of 5 I have 1 little sister of 9 and a little brother of 3
          I never had to much stuff because of the situation me and my mom were in my dad cheated on my mom when I was 1 she was 19 at the time. they broke up and my mom didn’t know what to do she found my stepdad and now they are 2 kids further and I don't talk to my 'sperm-donor' now when my sister was born I got less things that I already had and needed to hand it over to my lil sis and I was still young so when I told my mom that its unfair she said"your just jealous " so I as a little kid didn’t complain anymore and just let happen while I got less attention  and less stuff mind you I was just a kid. now I cook and clean when asked and be a babysitter when they go out and don’t ask a lot this year I only asked for four things
          a new cellphone/bts merch/proof album/clothing. mind you where I live you get money 2 times a year for your child.plus my family is black/blasian
          
          now here is the issue of this week. we went to a hotel with an indoor pool , indoor funfair and lots of other stuff for 3 days and 2 nights. we went to the indoor funfair and on the first day I wan a panda plushie and gave it to my sister.then I saw a sloth plushi and I wanted that one we didn’t have enough points so we kept playing now my sister was whining saying that it would be unfair for me to have the sloth because its so many points. we left it and came back the second day after a lot of compromises I said yk what I don't want it anymore (sister name ) you have it .then my mom got us both one I got my sloth and she had a avocado my little brother a police car and a ball. my stepdad was away while we were doing this and came back later that night (the sloth was 4000 points the avocado 2.500 and the police car and ball 1.750) so my mom explained what happened and said that in the end everyone is happy (she was moody all the 3 days and was mega-

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they are disappointed in me for choosing this but know that i wont change my mind but my question is am i selfish or a brat that i also want something for me or am i right and are my parents being unfair to me
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so. he asked me why i had the ting that had the most points basically said that I was ungrateful and should've gave my sibling those point. my mom laughed and said stop it. but I was already moody and went to the bunk bed and watched some bon voyage on my laptop( my mom accidentally broke my phone the week before this happened and now I need to do everything with my laptop and school is going to start in 2 days. she asked me what phone I wanted and I said flip3/4 and she said okay)
            
            TODAY 
            so I needed to go buy the food for today’s dinner at the store and went with my little brother. when I came back home the neighbour was talking with them and she gave him my broken phone and said "now I don't have to buy anymore." she looked at me and smirked I ofcourse was stunned and began to think of all the things I have to give up in order to still have my own stuff. than I mumbled that I don’t want that I want a new one. she said yeah I know but this is better.
            
            so when she was gone I began to tea up thinking that they never do what I  ask them to do but still come to me with their problems. my step dad saw my tears and asked me why I was crying I told him idk he kept making and I kept saying idk. when she came back downstairs she said that I bought the wrong meat and needed to go back so I went back and cried a little. she wanted beef so I got 1 beef bcus I couldn’t find more and went back. when I came back she said " seriously 1 beef? why do you keep making me disappointed. " and walked away I broke down in Mr room and am writing this but then she asked me to cook truffle burgers and I did I just ate but I'm still sad about what happened because .
            
            i wanted to be a singer they said that's not a job 
            I wanted to be a dancer they said that's not job 
            they wanted me to be a dokter and i said okay to make them happy i later thought that they won’t work and live with the job i will and i chose something else.
            
            I want to be a stylist/designer( go in the fashion sector)
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