~Chaeyeongie

Ego so high, deleted essay like paragraphs, wondering why everyone says I m jus like my father.

I m out of my mind, might not come online ever again, like I have lost this shit, this is so miserable I just went on my terrace saw a beautiful sky dark sky, which is just about to lose shit, the beautiful memories, journals, poetries I used to wwrite for my loved ones are turned into ashes in no time, interesting yes it is, imagine telling someone so close to someone close, and then when they pull out obvious thing and encourage you to take stand for yourself your too jealous and disturbed and sick of your own life that you start blaming them, yes that's what happened to me, but nuh uh m not the JEALOUS one.

Wait, is making jokes about someone's daddy issues a "SAVAGE, RUDE GIRL, BAD GIRL" behaviour, I m so done, like as a girl with both daddy and mommy issues, and someone is like they don't know how to console someone LIKE OKAY MAAM JUST PAT ON BACK AND SAY EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE
          BUT NO
          Now it's a sign for you to fake about your daddy issues, blabber lies COOKKK
          and then when we're apart and you make a joke bout my daddy issues, OHHHHH what am I supposed to say, and not only this you have to play the VICTIM ma'am your cooking your face gonna get burnt don't cook too much
          I m attacking ppl I owe it come for me

Really torturous things about being a human is you can crush and stumble upon something without having any effect on yourself or if you do try to make it obvious that it is affecting then your actually just acting and it's obvious like why are PPL trying to show me that they are unhappy sad while they just destroy someone, using emojis swirly symbols for what, like babygurl you can't make a honey personality infront of my friends and get them by your side, if you feel attacked then your are at fault owe it PERIODT

Okay first thing first, why did I left wattshit, it's 4 am in here I just logged in my account back, had a huge fucking disaster, I spilled my acrylic paint on my PURFACTT outfit I was wearing to my friends okay and why did I had Acrylics on my bed, bcus I was making a kisses hoodie for someone certain okay back to the shit I left wattshit idk why I did it just got boring or I just out
          growned of it, the story I was writing "rains after highschool" my friends wee distanced I m so embarassed like the story line excuse me- wtf is it???? Growing up and looking back at your younger self is depressing and stressful but um anyways all the ppl all my freakin friends are on thier way, I m on mine, I m so out of my mind I might delete the story pls, and even my friends on Wattpad uhh- they changed thier usernames and all the YK themes thing is changed, sorry guys idk we'll never talk to each other sob, I think of you guys sometimes when I m on my bed staring at the ceiling, love y'al hoping y'all r great, while me I m not so good, might hang on my fan, might do something with myself idek what am I doing and gonna do but if you remember me or whatsoever you remember my profile and you remember my username do message me on insta it's mii_shreexx And this was your chaes life in a paragraph love you goodbye

Hii, can I ask you something.... I'm so curious about it. Please ?

Oh dear diary, I am back haha with my dramas, it's been ages since I last posted, 14 oct, day before my birthday, grah....I was honestly kinda bored and wanted to try new rhings, but ya this is it I will post soon, I missed y'all alott mwaa! x

You remember me ...?

omg pookieeee where are youuu!!
          i miss youuuuuuuuuu!!
          <33333333

I would like if you have a look at my work please