✰—𝘈𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘢

Ppl till come on here? Wtf? Anyways just wanted to say that omfg I have changed so much Since I was last on here. My road to being nontoxic has been a difficult but necessary one. Everything abt me has changed and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Anyways, I hope you guys are doing wonderful. I WAS thinking of coming back but I gen don’t know if that’s like the best idea. But all I’ve gotta say is that if I do come back don’t judge me based off my past actions bc I promise you, I am NOT the same. Love you and stay safe okay? It’s getting hot so drink lots of water

Hey love, I came to stalk your account cause why not lmao. I just wanted to tell you that I am so proud of you. I mean, really look at what you’ve achieved so far and everything that you’re working on currently. What’s not to be proud of? I love you so very much and no matter how hard times get I want you to always remember that you will come out of it because you’ve been through worse and you’re still here. You are so strong it amazes me because I know for sure that no one and I mean no one not now or in a million years will ever be able to overcome all that you have, to fight like you, to love and be like you. You’re a unique blessing put on this world to shine. Love shine bright and don’t you dare let anyone turn it down. You set your own rules, your own limits, your own goals and no one can change anything of you but you. Thank you for being you and thank you for existing❤️

Omg heyyy LMFAO

New username
          
          Old: hentaikithes
          New: bubblebuttgf 

On another note, getting my analysis done tmrw for my chest problems. Wish me luck doods.

Okay not to brag or anything butttttt
          
          
          Eliel is one of the most caring ppl ever and He’s so amazing I stg never leave me I will grow to love you I’m sorry I have a damaged past I’m trying to love you as much as possible but it’s hard thank you for being patient you’re so amazing.
          
          
          Okay bye.

I’m literally never on this app anymore. It became toxic. I’m not saying all of u are toxic or that u were toxic before u came on this app. But I feel like this app has made a bunch of ppl become toxic, me being one of those ppl. And it’s definitely hard to stay positive and confident in an environment like this. Which is why I’m taking a semi hiatus. I’m still gonna come on here sometimes but I feel like this App is making me go back to the place I was at 3 years ago and that was a vv low place for me, and I know I don’t want to Go there ever again. Which is why I’m trying to Close up all the Wounds and the Bad things I’ve done in the past and start a new! I’m in high school now. I have a lot of things going on in my life. I’m still in the process of working on myself (as is everyone else. We’re all works in progress) and Tbh During this time away, I’ve found a lot of things out about myself. 
          
          Im not saying I hate this app. In fact, I thank it. I’ve always been one to look for the best in ppl and continue forgiving ppl and tbh it’s something that’s not gonna change for a while. So I know That some of you may hate me and that’s completely fine. What I did back in October wasn’t the move AT ALL and i understand that. But pls don’t send me hate or make up lies. Im already going through a bunch of stuff (I won’t state it bc I’m also trying to limit how much I share on social media) but thank you for all the amazing memories and This app will always be a huge part of my life.
          
          -ayana/Lia /whatever it is u call me 

Ya’ll can expect me to take the blame for the bullshit you’ve done for nearly half a year. Hell no. My mental health is crumbling cuz of ya’ll and you have the nerve to take his side and not even listen to what I gotta say? I’ve exposed him one too many times for the same shit and with proof and the fact that y’all still take his side is unbelievable. You can send hate to me but me and Soohae both know the truth. If he was gonna break up w me like j states (I’m not gonna say her name bc I’m not petty like that.), he wouldn’t have come running back all those times like he did before. I made mistakes, I admit it. And I will continue to admit it. I don’t mind because I’ve grown and that’s in the past. But the fact that he can’t even bother to say everything that happened between us is crazy. Bc I’m here getting fucking death threats bc he’s being indecisive and dumb? Hell no.
          
          Thanks for coming to my rant I hate it here (:

what if we both wore maid dresses and THEN i railed u

The fact that I forgot ur name-⚰️