bubblegumdreamer9

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Hey guys, I know I haven't really been on in a few months. 
          	I just wanted to talk about whats been going on in my life lately.
          	Umm...this past Summer, this is really hard to write srry.
          	UM This past Summer I went to stay with my uncle for  month or two while my parents went cruising in Barbados. He was really nice, it had been a while since I had seen him though. He kept commenting on how grown up I looked, and asking me if Im 18 yet (which I'm not). We went out to places had fun and stuff. But then on the last night of me being there. Oh I'm crying again. I'm srry i'm not trying to seem like an attention hog...
          	On the last night of me being there my uncle called me into his room, he said he wanted me to try on this new dress he had bought me. I was rlly excited. But when I turned to go change in the bathroom he closed and locked the door. I didnt rlly know what was happening until he grabbed my hands and told me to just change there. So i told him no and he got mad. He picked me up and, and he put me on the bed and told me that this was all my fault and that I had done this to myself. He raped me.
          	He held me down and raped me, I tried to scream but he put his hand over my mouth and just kept going. I don't know why I didnt do anything to stop him, but i was so scared and I just didn't want him to kil me. When he was done he unlocked the door and told me to go wash and change. He said that he was going to call my parents and come pick me up early. He looked at me like I was some, some nasty thing on the sidewalk. I told my parents in a text what had happened, and they came. At first they didnt believe me, and when they went to speak to my uncle he didnt open his room door. they tried again and then the door kind just, um it just kinda creaked open. God why I am telling you this?
          	umm, the door opened and my mom screamed, my uncle had hung himself.
          	He wrote a note and told me that he was sorry,  but I knew he wasnt, he did it to me and then got mad at me.

bubblegumdreamer9

I wanted to talk with my parents about it, but they dont really want to talk about it now. I've just been through so much lately. I've been wondering if i'm pansexual. And I've just really been wanted  a relationship. So I can stop feeling so alone. I just don't know what to do guys...
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bubblegumdreamer9

this message may be offensive 
Hey guys, I know I haven't really been on in a few months. 
          I just wanted to talk about whats been going on in my life lately.
          Umm...this past Summer, this is really hard to write srry.
          UM This past Summer I went to stay with my uncle for  month or two while my parents went cruising in Barbados. He was really nice, it had been a while since I had seen him though. He kept commenting on how grown up I looked, and asking me if Im 18 yet (which I'm not). We went out to places had fun and stuff. But then on the last night of me being there. Oh I'm crying again. I'm srry i'm not trying to seem like an attention hog...
          On the last night of me being there my uncle called me into his room, he said he wanted me to try on this new dress he had bought me. I was rlly excited. But when I turned to go change in the bathroom he closed and locked the door. I didnt rlly know what was happening until he grabbed my hands and told me to just change there. So i told him no and he got mad. He picked me up and, and he put me on the bed and told me that this was all my fault and that I had done this to myself. He raped me.
          He held me down and raped me, I tried to scream but he put his hand over my mouth and just kept going. I don't know why I didnt do anything to stop him, but i was so scared and I just didn't want him to kil me. When he was done he unlocked the door and told me to go wash and change. He said that he was going to call my parents and come pick me up early. He looked at me like I was some, some nasty thing on the sidewalk. I told my parents in a text what had happened, and they came. At first they didnt believe me, and when they went to speak to my uncle he didnt open his room door. they tried again and then the door kind just, um it just kinda creaked open. God why I am telling you this?
          umm, the door opened and my mom screamed, my uncle had hung himself.
          He wrote a note and told me that he was sorry,  but I knew he wasnt, he did it to me and then got mad at me.

bubblegumdreamer9

I wanted to talk with my parents about it, but they dont really want to talk about it now. I've just been through so much lately. I've been wondering if i'm pansexual. And I've just really been wanted  a relationship. So I can stop feeling so alone. I just don't know what to do guys...
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