bubbles30000

Hello you who is reading this! If you read this just know you are probably a cool person in my book!  and if you are going though hard times know that there is always someone that loves you! And that person is me✌️

bubbles30000

I think I have paranoia. Like I used to be able to sleep in the dark but now I have to have lights on because I'm scared someone's gonna come for me. Sometimes I think someone is watching me from my closet so now that's closed. I'm terrified to fall asleep sometimes. I don't like it but now I know I could probably never live alone. 

bubbles30000

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My favorite song as of the moment:
          
          Wolf in Sheep clothing 
          By: Set It Off
          ----------------—----------------—-
          Hahaha, this is about you
          
          Beware, beware, be skeptical
          Of their smiles, their smiles of plated gold
          Deceit so natural
          But a wolf in sheep's clothing is more than a warning
          Bye bye, black sheep, have you any soul?
          No sir, by the way, what the hell are morals?
          
          Jack, be nimble, Jack, be quick
          Jill's a little whore and her alibis are dirty tricks
          
          So could you
          Tell me how you're sleeping easy
          How you're only thinking of yourself
          Show me how you justify
          Telling all your lies like second nature
          Listen, mark my words, one day
          You will pay, you will pay
          Karma's gonna come collect your debt
          
          Aware, aware, you stalk your prey
          With criminal mentality
          You sink your teeth into the people you depend on
          Infecting everyone, you're quite the problem
          Fee-fi-fo-fum, you better run and hide
          I smell the blood of a petty little coward
          
          Jack, be lethal, Jack, be slick
          Jill will leave you lonely dying in a filthy ditch
          
          So could you
          Tell me how you're sleeping easy
          How you're only thinking of yourself
          Show me how you justify
          Telling all your lies like second nature
          Listen, mark my words, one day
          You will pay, you will pay
          Karma's gonna come collect your debt
          
          Maybe you'll change
          Abandon all your wicked ways
          Make amends and start anew again
          Maybe you'll see
          All the wrongs you did to me
          And start all over, start all over again
          
          Who am I kidding?
          Now, let's not get overzealous here
          You've always been a huge piece of shit
          If I could kill you I would
          But it's frowned upon in all fifty states
          Having said that, burn in hell
          
          So tell me how you're sleeping easy
          How you're only thinking of yourself
          Show me how you justify
          Telling all your lies like second nature
          Listen, mark my words, one day
          You will pay, you will pay
          Karma's gonna come collect your debt

bubbles30000

I'm happy yet sad at the same time. How does this happen? Why do I feel like this. Am I sad or happy for no reason? Idk. Maybe I don't need answers. But I want to know why. I feel so empty and cold. Yet I feel so warm and full of life. I don't understand it but I'm gonna keep searching for my answer.

1saigy

@bubbles30000  maybe it's perspective but I understand and some nights I sit and ponder is life a curs rapped up in blessings or a blessing rapped in a heart akes and dispare. It's all one life but yet all different parts, you can be around one person and feel bubbly happy and laughing and around another wanting to stab you heart out. I think that the things in life are destracting us from some of the most depressing things. Well that's my though I hope that helps.
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