im so pathetic :|
we were listening to some music and then my cousin suddenly played a certain song, reminding me of a certain someone. it was too much for me, so i told them (my sister there w us also) that i would go shower first.
it wasnt my intention in the first place to do that, but i just couldnt anymore. so once i closed the bathroom door, the tears that i tried so hard to keep inside flowed like a mf river.
for a good minute, i felt so broken- so helpless.
but now im okay —at least thats what im trying to tell myself—, and smiling as if nothing ever happened :)
sorry if i bothered yall w this, i needed to get this off my chest somewhere (╹◡╹)♡