Hi my name is Haiqa I'm 18 years old I joined Wattpad in year 2021 after my mother's death in 202I just couldn't take it I just couldn't accept the fact that she wasn't here with me anymore so to escape my reality I dived into the world of books I just read and read to be honest reading is my escape it helps me live but unfortunately after my mother's death I kinda fell into a depressive phase and due to some other reason I also stopped going to school and when I turned 17 and decided to start going to school again I  started getting sick and after a few months I went into a coma for a week and I was diagnosed with late stage tbm tuberculosis meningitis which affected my brain due to which I've lost my mobility at I wasn't even able to sit on my own and I couldn't eat solid food I had to be fed through a feeding  tube but now i can eat normally i got rid of the feeding tube in January and now i can sit up on my own but I still can't walk