lia <3

I was honestly just going to disappear from the app bc everything that’s been happening in the industry for the past 2 years has been putting me off of kpop as a whole, but nct is something that will forever stay in my heart and as someone who’s been ult biasing mark for years i feel like i have to say something on here too…
          
          nct truly made such and impact on my teenage years and writing for this fandom too made me realise a lot about what i want to do in life… so as heartbroken as i am, i have so much respect for mark and his decision
          despite everything, i will always support the dreamies in whatever they do even if it’s from the sidelines of adulthood :')
          
          

as an nctzen who has been following seunghan since the beginning of his career with nct and continued to support him in riize i am devastated... we just got him back and bc of hate and threats from kbriize we lost him again PERMANENTLY now
          
          i was always aware how toxic this industry was and how dehumanizing it was for idols but this has honestly reached a peak for me... i took a break from kpop stan culture MULTIPLE times due to this issue and it breaks my heart that no matter what the opinion of korean fans still prevails and this mindset in the industry wont change any time soon
          
          seunghan left because he felt like he was damaging the group with his return... so many people stood by his side but sm let him go bc pleasing the fans comes first...
          
          utterly sad and disappointed idk what else to say

SEUNGHAN BACKKK !!! we used to pray for times like this

i was planning on posting a chapter yesterday but had some problems signing up for classes since uni started today and was stressing the whole weekend so ill make sure to finish up the chap and hopefully post it this week :3 
          
          also renjun is back which means update is necessary !!!!

woke up to taeil being involved in s*x crimes ?? this is a very serious matter and with this sm statement and his departure we can not assume its just a rumor... i will not be supporting taeil anymore. my heart aches for the victims and this should truly be a reminder to everyone that you dont know these people irl.
          
          im disappointed but not surprised since theres been an ongoing discussion about the disgusting behavior of korean men.
          absolutely horrifying...

GUESS WHO UPDATED (spoiler its me truly a shocker)

i was so excited to finally sit down and WRITE and my laptop is just not working like this can only happen to me istg i havent updated it months im tweaking as we speak ...

since ive been rly busy with uni its been so hard to find time to keep up with groups but the way im ALWAYS seated for whatever aespa does like nobody does it like them i fear!!!

mark lee T_T mark ... MARK. LEE. :(((((( MARK  mArk leE :')) mrk&$÷>lee </3333

i want to write SO BADLY but oh my god this semester is tearing me apart T_T