budstarc
Hi all
budstarc
budstarc
I am finally coming back after more than 24 hours in the hospital. It had been a bad collision and too much for the body to bear.
It needed decisions which we were not willing to make but finally he took it out of our hands
He was on a cross county trip that he often takes and I would like to think that the last memories were good.
Also it was to potentially avoid hitting a herd of cows who were lounging in the middle of the highway. So it was again for something he believed in.
I am numb, I am unable to cry. But i have accepted it
Made peace with it? No.
I believe you people deserved an update after everything.
Loss has become such a part of life that it has mostly stopped being a shock.
He taught me to look at life differently and I will not disrespect him by breaking down
Krishiv came to drive me back as my hands keep shaking. I have been writing this message for last 10 mins or maybe more.
Love you all. Thank you for all your prayers. Atleast it was comparatively painless
Take care ❤️
budstarc
@RuchaMD @JhanviKumar @Arpi__201 @bloodofblue @butitsblue @QuirkyKid_05 @Shaggggggg @Saypaneer @dAceofS @Anonymous_love_Vee Thank u all ❤️. Yesterday was very tough but yes, it was to be. It will take time to heal but the kind words help so much.
budstarc
Embers Under Snow (Mahirat)
https://www.wattpad.com/story/401426240
budstarc
I was following the match just as a way to keep my mind off other things and also because it is better than staring at hospital walls, but the performance….
What was it?
Arpi__201
@budstarc couldn't follow this match had a a group presentation so busy with that til Saturday Today after 15+ years I found my childhood bestfriend he has changed his ship after kg so never was in contact with him He was my one of my close friend batchmate so I saw his profile in my friends following list after confirming he was there in our class I have sent him a follow request months ago never had a talk I thought he forgertus but he was talking with me and one my other friend from kg days so got busy with that (he litraray remeber everything which we didn't even remember lol) I completely forget about the match Sb dekhke dekhne mann nahin kiya.. Gill is injured But what is wrong with people... Some are happy as he got injured (same situation like Iyer time)
JhanviKumar
@budstarc one thing I liked in Rohit's captaincy is that he experimented position wise. Like if he wanted someone to bat a position he will give that player that position only most of the time. And doesn't decide that his experiment is failed or successful after one or two match.
JhanviKumar
@QuirkyKid_05 It's only my guess. only I reason have for choosing him to play at no. 3. In England series, many people wanted him to bat at no. 3 after looking at his temperament.
budstarc
Yesterday night was weird. Sad. And Full of chaos.
I have a mamaji (technically he is my mother’s friend) and he has been one of the most important people in my life.
He nurtured in me, the art of reading. He was one of the first people with whom I went to old age homes and orphanages.
We take care of stray animals: i got my love for animals from him.
Yesterday he had been in an accident. That was bad enough but due to some blotched up treatment, now he is very serious and unresponsive.
I drove out as soon as I got the news and now it is just prayers
He taught me to smile even if life goes heads up heels in a devil’s handbasket and that is what I will do.
Life is unpredictable af. Hug your people a little harder and longer always ❤️
budstarc
Sometimes life shows u so much
Right in face as they call it
Thank you
dAceofS
Hey why do I grt notified of your chapters three different times?
Arpi__201
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DQ7JvYFEvPx/?igsh=MXEzODlka3o4M244dw== I don't want to hurt any one but yeh Banda dil ki baat bol raha hain
Arpi__201
Waise what is wrong with RR they are leaving their good players first they let go of Sanju(he was interested) last yr they released Bolt Butler Yuzi Ashwin(was ageing) like players
I saw they left Nitish Rana too they kept Deshpande
Still not accepting Jaddu ( curran is also not a bad player) traded to RR which will be good for RR and KKR leaving Russell
But CSK KKR ka samajh aaya they are entirely changing the team as last ipl bahut kharab gaya tha in case of csk they are desparate fir experienced ek batsman so they let go of Jaddu KKR need more money for auction they left their major players
These two are resturing their team but why RR mangement is leaving their good players
Arpi__201
@budstarc csk should have focused on developing Urvil Jaddu Hi rula raha hain at the end of the day it's a game ipl is a business but apna emotions ka kiya kare Kkr released Russell (may be they will buy him in the auction) Idk why but I am finding Conway Prati Sam Rachin better than Sanju in csk
JhanviKumar
Keeping aside all IPL & international cricket talks, what Vaibhav Suryavanshi did yesterday!
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JhanviKumar
Yeah, IPL is good platform for facing international bowlers for him and developing your abilities only if IPL fame doesn't go to his brain. Make or break situation.
IPL helped many and destroyed many....
budstarc
Coming back to internationals
What was that? :D