oliver<3

Looking through my old announcements is a roller coaster holy crap I was an edgy 12 yo

Dude I hate being sick 
          I have a massive headache my arms and legs hurt like hell and I'm running on 2 hours of sleep and cough syrup

About to slip back into my being afraid of dresses  even though I like them phase

I love having crippling dysphoria because I chose to work a dress B)

TW:suicidal thoughts self hatred self transphobia
          I hate being trans my mom keeps getting mad at me why couldn't I be born a boy why did I even have to be born
          I wish I could be just fucking dead

Happy 50th birthday to keep! This may seem weird and unimportant but the keep building is the first time I felt confident enough to go into the men's room :)

im gonna be taking a bit of a break my mental halth has been horrible and on top of everything else i can deal with the internet
          -signing off for now oliver/ghost/caffienated_catboy

rest in peace technoblade you did not deserve to die like that or die at all i will never forget you 
          o7

Opps forgot to announce the last thing uh please read if you want to the summary is basically just abortion should be available and legal have a good day
          Oliver/ghost/caffeinated_catboy

I would just like to say that although I am not usually political after what happed to I would just pike to say I do agree with what happened and I honestly scares me abortion should absolutely be available and legal for everyone luckily I do live in a state where it still Is I am genuinely quite scared that same sex marriage was brought up please everyone stay safe 
          <3 ghost/Oliver/caffeinated_catboy