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I genuinely hate myself… don’t think that will ever change 

Hi. I'm very late on here. But I hope you are still out there somewhere. I hope someone listened in time and you got that shoulder you were hoping for. If not, I at least hope things, life got better, and you managed somehow and you're in a better space, mindset. And all your emotional needs have been acknowledged, validated and you have been listened to. If not I'm here. I'm late so very late but I'm here ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm going to finish instagram before i go. so hopefully by next month. then my letters. i've had fun.

I thought talking about it was supposed to help? Now I want to end it all over again. 
          
          I need help 

I reached out and got no reply, that’s okay...at least I tried 

I’m struggling 

It’s time for the truth to come out. I need to stop pretending so I feel better 

Could really use a friend 

Feeling so lost...

Sometimes it’s hard to fall asleep before 6am. Other days I can’t stay up past 10. Though no matter what I always spend my days alone in the same room, staring at the same 4 walls. Is this the point to life?